♥ SINGAPORE! I'm coming~! ♥

♥ 1st of all Happy 8th monthsary DarliN ♥

♥ 2nd Woohooo~~~ SINGAPORE~! ♥


I
LOVE
YOU



SOPHIA STEPHANIE LING WAN RU

LOVE

CARSTANCE KUEH BOON HUAT

Loves♥
SophiaStephanie
-littl3d3mon-

♥ My Besties & I ♥ The Picture Updates >.<

Update!!!! =P

Well~~~
It has been ages since I wrote something here.
So I dun reli know where to start.

Hrm . . .
I went out few times this two weeks with both my besties XD
Photo will be uploaded in the next post.
And hell ya my mum let me drive =D
WOOHOOO~~~

Counting down for another 3 days
To our 8th monthsary and the day I leave Sibu to JB

Miss my DarliN so much
We've been apart for one month plus
We've been through alot this holiday
I want to thank him
For holding my hands and walk me through all the challenges we face
I love you Babyy~

Other than that theres nothing much to blog about
Gezzzz
I kinda getting lazy to blog
=P

YA I KNOW I AM LAZY!!!>.<








love,
SophiaStephanie
Th3Littl3D3mon~ XD

♥ 10 more days ♥
♥ 10 more days to our 8th Monthsary ♥
♥ 10 more days and we'll meet again in Singapore ♥




XoXo,
SophiaStephanie

life kinda sucks recently.
odd feelings arose in me.
wats wrong with me?



There I times I miss being myself,
But I dun wanna turn back,
Cuz it hurts deeply inside.



XOXO,
SophiaStephanie~

i don't know why.
just don't know why.

I just don't know WHY !

*&%##!@@*$$#%!%

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a bad dream.

I text you saying that i need you.

No reply.

I'm scared.

T^T

♥ Counting Down the Days : 36 Days ♥

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I miss you.

='(

♥ 6 days to our 7th Monthsary ♥
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♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

Loves ♥
Dear Dear ♥
Sophia Stephanie

♥ 9 days to our 7th Monthsary ♥
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♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

Loves ♥
Dear Dear ♥
Sophia Stephanie

♥ Counting Down the Days : 39 Days ♥

I miss you badly ='(

♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

You promised

Walk me through all the challenges

You love Me

I know you do ♥



Loves,
Dear Dear
Sophia Stephanie
♥

♥ Counting Down the days : 44 Days ♥

I miss him

Seriously

I do

Can't wait for the day we meet again

Can't wait for Christmas

Can't wait to hug you

Can't wait to kiss you

I miss you

I love you

I'm being strong for you

Loves,
Dear Dear
Sophia Stephanie
♥

Update? Maybe =P

Things happen
WE always quarrel
Thanks to ME

I seriously don't know wats wrong
WHY WHY WHY am I owes like tis

Thanks DarliN for being patient enough
I love him
I know he love me too
Thats why he's help me walk thru all that is happening
I'm trying my best to be better
I promise
I love you





P/s: I love You, Carstance Kueh Boon Huat

How can you tell
the sun not to shine
when clouds exists.
How can you tell me
not to fall in love when you exists.



DarliN
I just want you to know
I LOVE YOU

Our 6th Monthsary

Happy 6th Monthsary DarliN
I'll continue loving you with all my heart
Thanks for walking me through the hardship

I LOVE YOU

OUR 6TH MONTHSARY

I'M SAD I'M ANGRY
I'M FRUSTRATED
I'M DISAPPOINTED
YOU NAME IT
ALL THE UNHAPPY THING IS WITH ME


I NEED YOU
I NEED COMFORT
I NEED YOUR LOVE

I'M IN PAIN


happy 6th monthsary DarliN

Went to DarliN's house this morning to watch CSI
Saw his bro this morning
Say hi to him then he went to college^^
Around 2pm we went to class
Everything went fine
UNTIL
After IT class
I really don't know what happen
Well things start like this
I fall asleep in IT class
After class end
DarliN woke me up
So you can imagine how a person is like when she just woke up
=.=
I didn't knew it would actually cause us to quarrel
Well I just kept silent all the way down from the class
And all the way to Aunty Mary cuz he said he wanted to buy something to eat
And still I'm quiet the whole time
Its not that there anything wrong or what
Just that I don't feel like talking at all
Well ya
I was a bit down for no reason
So I can't tell why
So what do you aspect me to say when he ask me "are you ok?"
I knw he's worried
But I reli am ok
Or should I say not reli ok
But if i say so
He will surely ask why
Then still I can't answer WHY
So I kept quiet
It doesn't seems to help avoid quarrel thou
Ya
We end up yelling at each other
One thing I dun understand is that
WHY WHY WHY he can just walk away like nothing happen when I turn n walk away
It really disappoint me
At least he can give me a hug
A hug CAN REALLY CALM ME DOWN
(DarliN I do really hope u're reading this)
I was hurt again n again
Everytime he turn and walk away from me
So please
Don't do it again
Well
As usual
Everything turns out to be ok
We sort things out
I've apologize
So does he
So We forgive each other
I love HIM so much
He love me too
LOVE keeps us together




I really need anger management class =.=
And stop being so emotional
And stop letting the surrounding influence me



Sorry DarliN for making you worried again and again
I love you
My love for you will never change
No matter how many times I got hurt in this relationship
I've work hard to maintain it
So please do the same


*mUacKs^*
*huGgiEs^*



-Carstance's DearDear-
-SophiaStephanie-

Randomness . . . Keeping it alive . . .

It has been ages since I last updated my blog
Lolx . . .
Lazy nowadays . . .
=.=
Bah~
Recently
Busy with test 2
Hubby's birthday is this Friday
Haiz
Gonna be like less than 24 hours its gonna be his b'day
Miss him more during cold n rainy days
Wan Huggy
=P

Rainy days makes me moody
Rainy days makes us quarrel
Thats why I dun like Rainy days
HATE HATE HATE
Hate it most when we quarrel
Really
Recently my weak side has appear once again
Being weak and hurting you is things that I dun like
I hate it when I hurt you
I hate it when I'm weak
I love you
Thats why I don't want to hurt you

Be loveable Be trustworthy
Thats what I'm going to do
I want our relationship to last
I want it to be strong
I never had this feelings before
I only have this feelings for you
Yes, Only you
You make me feel special
You care for me
You love me
You trust me

DarliN
Like I have said
I trust you
I believe you
I love You
I will never let you go
*mUAckS^*





Lots Of Love,
DearDear,
SophiaStephanie

祝我生日快乐

又一年过去了
我又长大一岁了
一年的时间
让我成长了很多
放弃了很多
也得到了很多
过去的一切
从今天开始
都把它忘了
今年生日
一样的
我还是一个人过
跟去年一样
听着同一首歌
却有着不同的感觉
虽然我是自己过
但是今年
我有爱我的他






祝我生日快乐

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ! ! !

Happy Birthday to myself ! ! ! !
Now I'm officially 18 . . .
I love it . . .
Thou I'm not reli very happy now . . .
But hey . . .
Who cares . . .
I'm 18 ! ! ! !

Just Keeping my Blog alive =.=

Ya . . .
Just keeping It Alive . . .
^.^

Birthday girl n the Birthday cake
=P

Love It ~

Nice ka?
=P

Its Raya break n I went back to hometown
Together with my cousin n KiM
N we celebrated my 18th Birthday in advance
Together with my aunts, uncle, cousins, and Grandma ...
Going back to Kuching later
10am bus


Miss my Hubby
Love Him
Yesterday was our 5th Monthsary
>.<

*hearts* Him
*mUackS*
*huGgiEs*

>.<

♥ o9.o9.o9 ♥ A special day to remember ♥

o9.o9.o9
Means Eternity
Lolx
I didn't really expecting anything special today
Cause I know he wont even realize bout this special day
XD
I'm so bad
Well

He gave me a surprise
I receive my birthday present in advance
Lolx
And is a crystal pacifier pendant
XD
I was so happy when he give it to me
Its the 1st time he gave me such a BIG surprise
Lolx

Here's some photo of the pendant
Love it so much
Thank You so much Hubby . . .
LOVE you So much~
*mUackS^*

Crystal Pacifier
I love it so much

Once again I collapsed today
What has gotten into me
These few days
All these moody stuff
All these random mood swing
What has gotten into me?
I have no one to share my feelings
Trying to hide out isn't working
I really don't want to hurt Him
I love Him
I'm really t0o weak
I cannot be like this when He leave to Aus
I have to be strong
Sent Him away with a smile
Wait for His return with a smile
And not with all the crying, weak me . . .
I will try
I know you will say
All the talking does not prove anything
Do it
To prove what I say
I will
I need time
Is ain't that easy to accept that You're leaving SOON
Is NOT that EASY ! ! !
I'm trying my best
Learning to be strong for you
Just for you
Because I love you
I really do


*Muacks^*

Being able to study in the same college with you is such a big miracle to me
I'm so happy being with you everyday
Sharing all the happiness and sadness
I know sometimes we quarrel
And at least we manage to get over with it on the spot
I never want our problem to be leave just like that
I hope you understand, Hubby
I do love you
I don't know whether you know it or not how much I love you
And how much I care
I'm so lucky to be able to be in this college with you until you graduate
I hope we still can be close to each other even after you graduate
I know its not up to you to decide where to go next
But please Hubby
Not t0o far away
I can wait for your return
Our promise
Our future
I'll not forget bout that
I'll hold on to you
As long as you hold on to me
Please don't let go
I promise I'll be strong for you, My love
I'll be strong for us
I'll be strong for our future

I PROMISE . . . ! ! !

Thinking about what may happen in Future isn't really cool
I hate thinking bout it
So erm
I think I'll just leave it as it is now
Thinking bout doesn't help much
Makes me cry more
More pain
More uncertainties
I dun like negatives things
I wan things to go smooth
I want you to be with me
I know you'll be leaving soon
I do hope i can believe in you
I really hope you believe in me like how I believe in you
The most important thing in a relationship is Trust
That's the only thing to keep our relationship strong
When I promise something
I mean it
I don't just promise and never really keep it
I have people who lie
You know me better than anyone else
So
Please
I love you
Please promise you will come back
For me
For us
For our future Together

2nd Semester Result

Result came out today
So erm . . .
I got
1A-
1B
1B-
And
1D
Obviously another fail
Haiz~
Useless . . .
=.=

I just want you to know hat I'm worried about . . .

Once again I'm crying
Crying myself to bed
I miss you so much
I love you so much
I'm so afraid of losing you
I'm just so naive
Not as strong as you think
Not as mature as I seems
Not as good as you are
Maybe I'm just a piece of TRASH
Because of my past
I regret of what I've done
N i promise I will never ever do all those things again
Will you believe in me?
Will you trust me?
Will you accept me?
Will you?????????????

2nd Semester Break . . .

Sunday,23rd August + Monday,24th August

Few days ago mum told me we're going to Miri for a short trip
So on sunday right after Church we went to Miri
We start our journey around 10am . . .
After around 4 hours we arrive . . .
Bla bla bla . . .
Nothing much to write bout . . .
Haiz . . .
Because i forget to bring back my Broadband Modem
We had hard time searching for wireless to online
So last night
After dinner my aunt suggest we go to GCM to online while uncle n cousin play snooker
So hard baru online
Cuz the staff there forget to turn on the wireless modem =.=
So at last i manage to online
N I manage to Webby with Hubby too
But only for a while
Cuz the D*mn place got no plug to charge my lappy
Haiz~
And because I forget to bring my memory card reader
Now I can only manage to update my blog full with words
I will Upload the photo of this Miri trip A.S.A.P
Now I've borrowed my cousin's Broadband
I have no prob online-inG n Webcam-inG with Hubby
^^
Miss Him so much
Well
Althou he promise to message me cuz I can't online
But I still prefer online-inG n Webcam-inG with Him

*loves*

This morning We went b'fast with aunt n uncle again
N after that we went to aunt's shop to see if got any baju to buy ^^
Hehe
I've bought a few baju
Aunty say tomorrow the short pant that she've order will be here
So tomorrow go again
Wanna buy more short pants
Wahaha


Will be back in Sibu on Wednesday,26th August

Will upload the photo I snap during this trip when I'm back in Sibu . . .

Our 4th monthsary . . . ♥

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I
WILL
LOVE
YOU
ALWAYS
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-sophiastephanie-

Counting down the days . . . ♥

Counting Down the days to our 4th monthsary
The day after tomorrow will be our 4th monthsary
Will you remember???
I don't know. . .
Am I the only one who remember???
I really don't know. . .

I
MISS
YOU
SO
MUCH
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Another 13 days

Then I can see you again. . .
I miss your smile
I miss your hugs
I miss the way you hold my hands
I miss your kiss
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
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I love you
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-sophiastephanie-

13.08.09 Kuching Fest ^^

T0day I went to Kuching Fest with Jie n G0r
I got my 11th Piercing which I reli reli like
^^

N i bought this
Gingerbread Man
Cute
=P

Me and my gingerbread man and gingerbread woman
Haha

Say hello t0 Mr and Mrs Gingerbread
=P

Mrs Gingerbread de tangan putus j0r =.=




Thats all dear reader
Again Thanks f0r reading
And again
Sorry f0r late update
^^

R.I.P Monster 12.08.09

Monster died the day bef0re yesterday
12.08.09
N0w only left XiaoXiao
I'm s0rry I didn't take g0od care 0f Monster
I'll be m0re careful this time

F0r you and me~

Another 7 days will be our 4th monthsary
Sad that I'm not around in Kuching
I LOVE YOU, DarliN~

Ours . . .
I l0ve it when you hold my hands
Don't you just kn0w it?

The ring I mentioned in the previous post
Its f0r protecti0n
thou It lo0k cheap
But
I
L0ve
It
=.=

12.08.09 Day 0ut t0 Tar0t Cafe with SiblinGs . . . ^^

SiblinGs n I decided t0 have lunch 0ut
S0 lama edi we din went 0ut t0gether like tis
S0 lama din see Mei lia0
Here's a picture 0f my mei
^^
We went t0 Tar0t Cafe f0r Lunch
Here we g0~

On the way t0 Tar0t Cafe
Wat t0 d0
0f c0urse . . .
Camwh0re Camwh0re in Car
^^

L0lx
Camwh0re 2

Haha
Can see Ah G0r behind me
=P

This is the drink I 0rdered
Wanna kn0w the name of the drink
Next Picture

First L0ve
My drink
Nice drink
Bit of blueberrry taste with Ribena

My f0od n Drink
I 0rdered Nasi lemak
Same with Ah Mei

Me and Mei

Ah Mei
Summer Tok Chen Vun
0r you can call her
Ah T0k
or
T0k T0k Bao
or
Xiao De
Hahaha
She g0t s0 many nickname la~
*hearts*
Bii~
Is what I 0wes call her
or Babe . . .
=P

Ah Jie n Ah Mei
*hearts*
<3

>.<
Camwh0re in Tar0t Cafe

Mei drinking her drink
L0lx
Dun knw the name 0f her drink
=P

My drink n Mei's Drink
Mine 0f c0urse is First L0ve
Ah Mei de is S0ur Plum I think
>.<

^^
Ah Jie with her f0od
Rendang

Ah g0r n his f0od
Masak Merah

Jie's f0od
Rendang
She said that its quiet nice

Mine n mei
Same de
*sluRps*

Mei camwh0re in t0ilet while me n g0r play aeroplane chess outside

Jie n Mei Camwh0re
^^

L0lx
Me n G0r playing chess
Guess wh0 win in the end
0f course
ME!!!!!!!
Hehe . . .

After lunch we went t0 a shop near SOHO
F0rg0t h0w t0 spell the name
That shop sell antique
I bought 2 ring
The tauke say its f0r protecti0n s0 I buy 1 f0r DarliN l0~
Hehe . . .
Will sh0w the picture in next p0st . . .


That's all Dear reader . . .
Thanks f0r reading
and
Sorry for late update
^^