Once again I collapsed today
What has gotten into me
These few days
All these moody stuff
All these random mood swing
What has gotten into me?
I have no one to share my feelings
Trying to hide out isn't working
I really don't want to hurt Him
I love Him
I'm really t0o weak
I cannot be like this when He leave to Aus
I have to be strong
Sent Him away with a smile
Wait for His return with a smile
And not with all the crying, weak me . . .
I will try
I know you will say
All the talking does not prove anything
Do it
To prove what I say
I will
I need time
Is ain't that easy to accept that You're leaving SOON
Is NOT that EASY ! ! !
I'm trying my best
Learning to be strong for you
Just for you
Because I love you
I really do


*Muacks^*