Thursday, October 29, 2009

Update? Maybe =P

Things happen
WE always quarrel
Thanks to ME

I seriously don't know wats wrong
WHY WHY WHY am I owes like tis

Thanks DarliN for being patient enough
I love him
I know he love me too
Thats why he's help me walk thru all that is happening
I'm trying my best to be better
I promise
I love you





P/s: I love You, Carstance Kueh Boon Hu
at


How can you tell
the sun not to shine
when clouds exists.
How can you tell me
not to fall in love when you exists.



DarliN
I just want you to know
I LOVE YOU


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Our 6th Monthsary


Happy 6th Monthsary DarliN
I'll continue loving you with all my heart
Thanks for walking me through the hardship

I LOVE YOU

OUR 6TH MONTHSARY

I'M SAD I'M ANGRY
I'M FRUSTRATED
I'M DISAPPOINTED
YOU NAME IT
ALL THE UNHAPPY THING IS WITH ME


I NEED YOU
I NEED COMFORT
I NEED YOUR LOVE

I'M IN PAIN


happy 6th monthsary DarliN

Monday, October 19, 2009

Went to DarliN's house this morning to watch CSI
Saw his bro this morning
Say hi to him then he went to college^^
Around 2pm we went to class
Everything went fine
UNTIL
After IT class
I really don't know what happen
Well things start like this
I fall asleep in IT class
After class end
DarliN woke me up
So you can imagine how a person is like when she just woke up
=.=
I didn't knew it would actually cause us to quarrel
Well I just kept silent all the way down from the class
And all the way to Aunty Mary cuz he said he wanted to buy something to eat
And still I'm quiet the whole time
Its not that there anything wrong or what
Just that I don't feel like talking at all
Well ya
I was a bit down for no reason
So I can't tell why
So what do you aspect me to say when he ask me "are you ok?"
I knw he's worried
But I reli am ok
Or should I say not reli ok
But if i say so
He will surely ask why
Then still I can't answer WHY
So I kept quiet
It doesn't seems to help avoid quarrel thou
Ya
We end up yelling at each other
One thing I dun understand is that
WHY WHY WHY he can just walk away like nothing happen when I turn n walk away
It really disappoint me
At least he can give me a hug
A hug CAN REALLY CALM ME DOWN
(DarliN I do really hope u're reading this)
I was hurt again n again
Everytime he turn and walk away from me
So please
Don't do it again
Well
As usual
Everything turns out to be ok
We sort things out
I've apologize
So does he
So We forgive each other
I love HIM so much
He love me too
LOVE keeps us together




I really need anger management class =.=
And stop being so emotional
And stop letting the surrounding influence me



Sorry DarliN for making you worried again and again
I love you
My love for you will never change
No matter how many times I got hurt in this relationship
I've work hard to maintain it
So please do the same


*mUacKs^*
*huGgiEs^*



-Carstance's DearDear-
-SophiaStephanie-

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Randomness . . . Keeping it alive . . .

It has been ages since I last updated my blog
Lolx . . .
Lazy nowadays . . .
=.=
Bah~
Recently
Busy with test 2
Hubby's birthday is this Friday
Haiz
Gonna be like less than 24 hours its gonna be his b'day
Miss him more during cold n rainy days
Wan Huggy
=P

Rainy days makes me moody
Rainy days makes us quarrel
Thats why I dun like Rainy days
HATE HATE HATE
Hate it most when we quarrel
Really
Recently my weak side has appear once again
Being weak and hurting you is things that I dun like
I hate it when I hurt you
I hate it when I'm weak
I love you
Thats why I don't want to hurt you

Be loveable Be trustworthy
Thats what I'm going to do
I want our relationship to last
I want it to be strong
I never had this feelings before
I only have this feelings for you
Yes, Only you
You make me feel special
You care for me
You love me
You trust me

DarliN
Like I have said
I trust you
I believe you
I love You
I will never let you go
*mUAckS^*





Lots Of Love,
DearDear,
SophiaStephanie

Friday, October 2, 2009

祝我生日快乐

又一年过去了
我又长大一岁了
一年的时间
让我成长了很多
放弃了很多
也得到了很多
过去的一切
从今天开始
都把它忘了
今年生日
一样的
我还是一个人过
跟去年一样
听着同一首歌
却有着不同的感觉
虽然我是自己过
但是今年
我有爱我的他






祝我生日快乐

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ! ! !

Happy Birthday to myself ! ! ! !
Now I'm officially 18 . . .
I love it . . .
Thou I'm not reli very happy now . . .
But hey . . .
Who cares . . .
I'm 18 ! ! ! !