Just Keeping my Blog alive =.=

Ya . . .
Just keeping It Alive . . .
^.^

Birthday girl n the Birthday cake
=P

Love It ~

Nice ka?
=P

Its Raya break n I went back to hometown
Together with my cousin n KiM
N we celebrated my 18th Birthday in advance
Together with my aunts, uncle, cousins, and Grandma ...
Going back to Kuching later
10am bus


Miss my Hubby
Love Him
Yesterday was our 5th Monthsary
>.<

*hearts* Him
*mUackS*
*huGgiEs*

>.<

♥ o9.o9.o9 ♥ A special day to remember ♥

o9.o9.o9
Means Eternity
Lolx
I didn't really expecting anything special today
Cause I know he wont even realize bout this special day
XD
I'm so bad
Well

He gave me a surprise
I receive my birthday present in advance
Lolx
And is a crystal pacifier pendant
XD
I was so happy when he give it to me
Its the 1st time he gave me such a BIG surprise
Lolx

Here's some photo of the pendant
Love it so much
Thank You so much Hubby . . .
LOVE you So much~
*mUackS^*

Crystal Pacifier
I love it so much

Once again I collapsed today
What has gotten into me
These few days
All these moody stuff
All these random mood swing
What has gotten into me?
I have no one to share my feelings
Trying to hide out isn't working
I really don't want to hurt Him
I love Him
I'm really t0o weak
I cannot be like this when He leave to Aus
I have to be strong
Sent Him away with a smile
Wait for His return with a smile
And not with all the crying, weak me . . .
I will try
I know you will say
All the talking does not prove anything
Do it
To prove what I say
I will
I need time
Is ain't that easy to accept that You're leaving SOON
Is NOT that EASY ! ! !
I'm trying my best
Learning to be strong for you
Just for you
Because I love you
I really do


*Muacks^*

Being able to study in the same college with you is such a big miracle to me
I'm so happy being with you everyday
Sharing all the happiness and sadness
I know sometimes we quarrel
And at least we manage to get over with it on the spot
I never want our problem to be leave just like that
I hope you understand, Hubby
I do love you
I don't know whether you know it or not how much I love you
And how much I care
I'm so lucky to be able to be in this college with you until you graduate
I hope we still can be close to each other even after you graduate
I know its not up to you to decide where to go next
But please Hubby
Not t0o far away
I can wait for your return
Our promise
Our future
I'll not forget bout that
I'll hold on to you
As long as you hold on to me
Please don't let go
I promise I'll be strong for you, My love
I'll be strong for us
I'll be strong for our future

I PROMISE . . . ! ! !

Thinking about what may happen in Future isn't really cool
I hate thinking bout it
So erm
I think I'll just leave it as it is now
Thinking bout doesn't help much
Makes me cry more
More pain
More uncertainties
I dun like negatives things
I wan things to go smooth
I want you to be with me
I know you'll be leaving soon
I do hope i can believe in you
I really hope you believe in me like how I believe in you
The most important thing in a relationship is Trust
That's the only thing to keep our relationship strong
When I promise something
I mean it
I don't just promise and never really keep it
I have people who lie
You know me better than anyone else
So
Please
I love you
Please promise you will come back
For me
For us
For our future Together

2nd Semester Result

Result came out today
So erm . . .
I got
1A-
1B
1B-
And
1D
Obviously another fail
Haiz~
Useless . . .
=.=

I just want you to know hat I'm worried about . . .

Once again I'm crying
Crying myself to bed
I miss you so much
I love you so much
I'm so afraid of losing you
I'm just so naive
Not as strong as you think
Not as mature as I seems
Not as good as you are
Maybe I'm just a piece of TRASH
Because of my past
I regret of what I've done
N i promise I will never ever do all those things again
Will you believe in me?
Will you trust me?
Will you accept me?
Will you?????????????

2nd Semester Break . . .

Sunday,23rd August + Monday,24th August

Few days ago mum told me we're going to Miri for a short trip
So on sunday right after Church we went to Miri
We start our journey around 10am . . .
After around 4 hours we arrive . . .
Bla bla bla . . .
Nothing much to write bout . . .
Haiz . . .
Because i forget to bring back my Broadband Modem
We had hard time searching for wireless to online
So last night
After dinner my aunt suggest we go to GCM to online while uncle n cousin play snooker
So hard baru online
Cuz the staff there forget to turn on the wireless modem =.=
So at last i manage to online
N I manage to Webby with Hubby too
But only for a while
Cuz the D*mn place got no plug to charge my lappy
Haiz~
And because I forget to bring my memory card reader
Now I can only manage to update my blog full with words
I will Upload the photo of this Miri trip A.S.A.P
Now I've borrowed my cousin's Broadband
I have no prob online-inG n Webcam-inG with Hubby
^^
Miss Him so much
Well
Althou he promise to message me cuz I can't online
But I still prefer online-inG n Webcam-inG with Him

*loves*

This morning We went b'fast with aunt n uncle again
N after that we went to aunt's shop to see if got any baju to buy ^^
Hehe
I've bought a few baju
Aunty say tomorrow the short pant that she've order will be here
So tomorrow go again
Wanna buy more short pants
Wahaha


Will be back in Sibu on Wednesday,26th August

Will upload the photo I snap during this trip when I'm back in Sibu . . .

Our 4th monthsary . . . ♥

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
.
.

I
WILL
LOVE
YOU
ALWAYS
.
.
.

-sophiastephanie-

Counting down the days . . . ♥

Counting Down the days to our 4th monthsary
The day after tomorrow will be our 4th monthsary
Will you remember???
I don't know. . .
Am I the only one who remember???
I really don't know. . .

I
MISS
YOU
SO
MUCH
.
.
.
.
.

Another 13 days

Then I can see you again. . .
I miss your smile
I miss your hugs
I miss the way you hold my hands
I miss your kiss
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
.
.
.
I love you
.
.
.

-sophiastephanie-