BODOH ! ! ! !

And ya . . .

Once again I fall in life and I collapse and I cry . . .

For what?

Not my love.

But my friendship. . . .

I dunno when I will really have a friend who will be there when I need her.

I dunno when I will not have to go through all these pain again.

I've learn my lesson (for now)

There is no true friend you can really rely on. (the fact)

I still want a friend who I can rely on. (I still believe there is someone out there I can rely on as a friend)

Cry cry cry . . .

Now, I need a bucket of ice-cream . . . =(