Monday, May 16, 2011

I'm hurt...
I really hurt...
Broken heart...
Once again...
The total trust became a total ZERO...
I really made no mistake of letting you go...
sayang here sayang there...
I cried... Shit!
I shouldn't!
I totally shouldn't love you at all...
F*CK YOU!
I hope u read this!
GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY LIFE!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

I forgive you for all the mistakes you've done and all the harm you've made to me...
And I apologize for all the mistakes and harm that I've done to you...

Friday, April 22, 2011

The end of our Love Story

We broke up one month before our 2nd Anniversary...
I dunno whether I've made the right choice...
Many things happen in this one month...
I can't say that I dun love you anymore...
I do still care...
But I have no rights to interrupt in your life anymore...
Now I have someone far more important than what I have left behind...
Just hoping that he will take me in as someone he can love & he won't lie n leave me like how you did...

Good luck to you to find your perfect partner...
And thanks for all the memories we had together...
All the nice one and bad one as well...
We both grew in this 23 months time together...
For the last time I will be calling you this...
Thanks DarliN & Goodbye my love...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I had enough with the lies ='(

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Depress

Its officially one week that you've left to Singapore
I miss you so much
I'm so scare of losing you
Phobia...
I need strength
I need you
='(

I love you so much

Saturday, December 25, 2010

你不懂我,我不怪你

每个人都有一个死角, 自己走不出来,别人也闯不进去。 ­

我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一道伤口, ­

或深或浅,盖上布,以为不存在。 ­

我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一场爱恋, ­

用心、用情、用力,感动也感伤。

我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一行眼泪,

喝下的冰冷的水,酝酿成的热泪。 ­

我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一段告白, ­

忐忑、不安,却饱含真心和勇气。 ­

我把最抒情的语言用在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候,

因为我只有在看不见你的时候,才最爱你。 ­

同样, ­

你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候, ­

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候,我才最寂寞。 ­

也许,我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。

也许,我太会安慰自己的伤痕。

也许,你眼中的我,太会照顾自己 ­

所以,你从不考虑我的感受。 ­

你以为,我可以很迅速的恢复过来,有些自私的以为。 ­

从阴雨走到艳阳,我路过泥泞、路过风。 ­

一路走来,你不曾懂我,我亦不曾怪你。 ­

我不是为了显示自己的大度, ­

也不是为了体现自己的大方。 ­

只想让你知道,感情不在,责备也不存在。

圣诞节

去年的今天,我一张开眼你就在我身边
今年今天,我和你被距离隔离了.
我好想你.
好想,象去年一样吻你的脸庞和你说早安,圣诞节快乐.
好想,抱着你,躺着,哪里都不去.
好想你.
你...想我吗?

Monday, December 20, 2010

Have anyone of you ever had the feeling of hating yourself for saying all the hurtful words to the one you love most. I do. I just can't stop thinking all the negative stuff. I love him so much, but why do I always have this feeling that he will leave me. I don't like this feeling. Makes me cry and feel down. I love him so much. Hubby, I know you love me. Please . . . Don't leave me.

I miss you so much.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Kiss on the Forehead

I heard that kisses on the forehead means something, like has special meaning and this is what I found from a guy’s point of view:

WHAT DOES FOREHEAD KISSES MEAN?

It means that you’re the most important person for hi, that you are part of his happiness. It means that God only knws the way he feels about you. That he has always loved you, that he loves you and that he will always love you. That he will always be there for you no matter what you say or do. That he will always forgive you.

I'm Back =)

It has been so long since I last blogged.
Life is still harsh.
Ups n Downs still.
Had a big fight with my dad yesterday.
I really dunno why the hell I did tat.

God please do forgive me, for I have sinned.