Have anyone of you ever had the feeling of hating yourself for saying all the hurtful words to the one you love most. I do. I just can't stop thinking all the negative stuff. I love him so much, but why do I always have this feeling that he will leave me. I don't like this feeling. Makes me cry and feel down. I love him so much. Hubby, I know you love me. Please . . . Don't leave me.

I miss you so much.