Thursday, July 28, 2011

I tried to be different.
You said it ok to be just the way I am.
And yet in the end you left me.

I'm single again.
After trusting all that you've said.
Trusting that you'll not hurt me.
Trusting that you're finally the one I've been waiting for.
I guess I was wrong.

All the memories we had.
I'm letting go.

For the better of my own future.
Better for myself.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

I'm single again.
1 month & 16 days.
Thanks for loving me.
&
Giving me a chance to love you.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

范瑋琪-最重要的決定


最重要的決定
作詞:姚若龍
作曲:陳小霞
我常在想應該再也找不到 任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料 我的朋友還為你撐腰
你還是有一堆毛病改不掉 拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少 我們不能什麼都想要
你是我最重要的決定 我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰 因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密
你是我最重要的決定 我願意 打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心 因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營

不懂要怎么告诉你...

我不喜欢咯你可以每天晚上都往外跑~
不是不肯你去...
只是,
真的不喜欢...

我也每天往外跑是因为
我不喜欢在房间等你回来的那种感觉...
我最讨厌的就是等待...
不喜欢...
很不喜欢...

没有什么原因,
就是简单的不喜欢...

没关系...

习惯就好~

Friday, June 24, 2011

气气气!

为什么有些人就是不懂得珍惜爱他们的人呢?
为什么他们要以为自己很聪明那样呢?
为什么要用言语来伤害那么爱你的人?
为什么就不能站在另一方的位置想想?
想一想你说的那写话有多伤人?!
伤害一个那么爱你的人很好玩是吗?
你以为你是谁?
你有什么资格去伤害一个那么爱你的女孩?!

妈的!
我看不起你啊!
你她妈的什么都不是!
连狗都不如啊!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^%$^&

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

我太想瘦了!

好想快快瘦下来!
我好自卑
我很肥!
瘦瘦瘦瘦瘦!

瘦就是美

我不喜欢的事又发生了
吃饱就吐

也好
吐了就不会肥
不肥就会瘦
瘦了就美了
美了我就不自卑了

美美才配得上老公
美美才不会让老公丢脸

我要努力
努力减肥!!!!!!!!!


要瘦瘦瘦!!!!!!!

我自卑

我没有她瘦
没有她美
头发没有她长

(看了不该看的)

好讨厌自己
哭了

现在的我,好不配你
我不会放弃

会努力减肥!
我要变美美!

讨厌自己现在的样子!
我很肥很丑!

Friday, June 3, 2011

气到!

妈的!
我真他妈的对小孩没有耐心!
尤其是那些像鬼那样的小孩!
现在的小孩到底怎么会那么玩皮!
妈的!
越说不可以他越要弄你!

Monday, May 16, 2011

I'm hurt...
I really hurt...
Broken heart...
Once again...
The total trust became a total ZERO...
I really made no mistake of letting you go...
sayang here sayang there...
I cried... Shit!
I shouldn't!
I totally shouldn't love you at all...
F*CK YOU!
I hope u read this!
GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY LIFE!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

I forgive you for all the mistakes you've done and all the harm you've made to me...
And I apologize for all the mistakes and harm that I've done to you...

Friday, April 22, 2011

The end of our Love Story

We broke up one month before our 2nd Anniversary...
I dunno whether I've made the right choice...
Many things happen in this one month...
I can't say that I dun love you anymore...
I do still care...
But I have no rights to interrupt in your life anymore...
Now I have someone far more important than what I have left behind...
Just hoping that he will take me in as someone he can love & he won't lie n leave me like how you did...

Good luck to you to find your perfect partner...
And thanks for all the memories we had together...
All the nice one and bad one as well...
We both grew in this 23 months time together...
For the last time I will be calling you this...
Thanks DarliN & Goodbye my love...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I had enough with the lies ='(

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Depress

Its officially one week that you've left to Singapore
I miss you so much
I'm so scare of losing you
Phobia...
I need strength
I need you
='(

I love you so much

Saturday, December 25, 2010

你不懂我,我不怪你

每个人都有一个死角, 自己走不出来,别人也闯不进去。 ­

我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一道伤口, ­

或深或浅,盖上布,以为不存在。 ­

我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一场爱恋, ­

用心、用情、用力,感动也感伤。

我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一行眼泪,

喝下的冰冷的水,酝酿成的热泪。 ­

我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

每个人都有一段告白, ­

忐忑、不安,却饱含真心和勇气。 ­

我把最抒情的语言用在那里。 ­

你不懂我,我不怪你。 ­

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候,

因为我只有在看不见你的时候,才最爱你。 ­

同样, ­

你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候, ­

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候,我才最寂寞。 ­

也许,我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。

也许,我太会安慰自己的伤痕。

也许,你眼中的我,太会照顾自己 ­

所以,你从不考虑我的感受。 ­

你以为,我可以很迅速的恢复过来,有些自私的以为。 ­

从阴雨走到艳阳,我路过泥泞、路过风。 ­

一路走来,你不曾懂我,我亦不曾怪你。 ­

我不是为了显示自己的大度, ­

也不是为了体现自己的大方。 ­

只想让你知道,感情不在,责备也不存在。

圣诞节

去年的今天,我一张开眼你就在我身边
今年今天,我和你被距离隔离了.
我好想你.
好想,象去年一样吻你的脸庞和你说早安,圣诞节快乐.
好想,抱着你,躺着,哪里都不去.
好想你.
你...想我吗?

Monday, December 20, 2010

Have anyone of you ever had the feeling of hating yourself for saying all the hurtful words to the one you love most. I do. I just can't stop thinking all the negative stuff. I love him so much, but why do I always have this feeling that he will leave me. I don't like this feeling. Makes me cry and feel down. I love him so much. Hubby, I know you love me. Please . . . Don't leave me.

I miss you so much.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Kiss on the Forehead

I heard that kisses on the forehead means something, like has special meaning and this is what I found from a guy’s point of view:

WHAT DOES FOREHEAD KISSES MEAN?

It means that you’re the most important person for hi, that you are part of his happiness. It means that God only knws the way he feels about you. That he has always loved you, that he loves you and that he will always love you. That he will always be there for you no matter what you say or do. That he will always forgive you.

I'm Back =)

It has been so long since I last blogged.
Life is still harsh.
Ups n Downs still.
Had a big fight with my dad yesterday.
I really dunno why the hell I did tat.

God please do forgive me, for I have sinned.


Friday, October 15, 2010

L.I.F.E

Life is full of challenges and ups and downs . . .
When ever we overcome a challenge in life we grow up a little more
We become more tough and learn from Our mistakes . . .
Never scare to to fail . . .
Don't fail urself if you fail . . .
Take it as a lesson, Learn from failure then you'll win ! ! !
You fail urself you'll NEVER win~

Saturday, October 2, 2010

减肥大作战~!!!(第五天) My 19th Birthday~! ! !

Breakfast: Dutch Lady Low Fat Milk + Apollo Pandan Cake
Lunch:
Dinner: Steamboat ! ! ! (FAT FAT ARGH ! ! )


Happy Birthday to Myself