♥♥ A place where soul talks ♥♥

2011-07-28T14:40:00.003+08:00

I tried to be different.

You said it ok to be just the way I am.

And yet in the end you left me.

I'm single again.

After trusting all that you've said.

Trusting that you'll not hurt me.

Trusting that you're finally the one I've been waiting for.

I guess I was wrong.

All the memories we had.

I'm letting go.

For the better of my own future.

Better for myself.

2011-07-14T03:14:00.000+08:00

I'm single again.

1 month & 16 days.

Thanks for loving me.

Giving me a chance to love you.

范瑋琪-最重要的決定

2011-06-25T09:56:00.001+08:00

最重要的決定
作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳小霞
我常在想應該再也找不到任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料我的朋友還為你撐腰
你還是有一堆毛病改不掉拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少我們不能什麼都想要
你是我最重要的決定我願意每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮不會冷冰因為真愛沒有輸贏只有親密
你是我最重要的決定我願意打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴將心比心因為幸福沒有捷徑只有經營

不懂要怎么告诉你...

2011-06-25T08:46:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢咯你可以每天晚上都往外跑~

不是不肯你去...

只是,

真的不喜欢...

我也每天往外跑是因为

我不喜欢在房间等你回来的那种感觉...

我最讨厌的就是等待...

不喜欢...

很不喜欢...

没有什么原因,

就是简单的不喜欢...

没关系...

习惯就好~

气气气!

2011-06-24T12:48:00.002+08:00

为什么有些人就是不懂得珍惜爱他们的人呢?

为什么他们要以为自己很聪明那样呢?

为什么要用言语来伤害那么爱你的人?

为什么就不能站在另一方的位置想想?

想一想你说的那写话有多伤人?!

伤害一个那么爱你的人很好玩是吗?

你以为你是谁?

你有什么资格去伤害一个那么爱你的女孩?!

妈的!

我看不起你啊!

你她妈的什么都不是!

连狗都不如啊!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^%$^&

我太想瘦了!

2011-06-21T13:48:00.001+08:00

好想快快瘦下来!

我好自卑

我很肥!

瘦瘦瘦瘦瘦!

瘦就是美

我不喜欢的事又发生了

吃饱就吐

也好

吐了就不会肥

不肥就会瘦

瘦了就美了

美了我就不自卑了

美美才配得上老公

美美才不会让老公丢脸

我要努力

努力减肥!!!!!!!!!

要瘦瘦瘦!!!!!!!

我自卑

2011-06-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

我没有她瘦

没有她美

头发没有她长

（看了不该看的)

好讨厌自己

哭了

现在的我,好不配你

我不会放弃

会努力减肥!

我要变美美！

讨厌自己现在的样子！

我很肥很丑!

气到!

2011-06-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

妈的!

我真他妈的对小孩没有耐心!

尤其是那些像鬼那样的小孩!

现在的小孩到底怎么会那么玩皮!

妈的!

越说不可以他越要弄你!

2011-05-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

I'm hurt...

I really hurt...

Broken heart...

Once again...

The total trust became a total ZERO...

I really made no mistake of letting you go...

sayang here sayang there...

I cried... Shit!

I shouldn't!

I totally shouldn't love you at all...

F*CK YOU!

I hope u read this!

GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY LIFE!

2011-05-08T00:34:00.002+08:00

I forgive you for all the mistakes you've done and all the harm you've made to me...

And I apologize for all the mistakes and harm that I've done to you...

The end of our Love Story

2011-04-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

We broke up one month before our 2nd Anniversary...

I dunno whether I've made the right choice...

Many things happen in this one month...

I can't say that I dun love you anymore...

I do still care...

But I have no rights to interrupt in your life anymore...

Now I have someone far more important than what I have left behind...

Just hoping that he will take me in as someone he can love & he won't lie n leave me like how you did...

Good luck to you to find your perfect partner...

And thanks for all the memories we had together...

All the nice one and bad one as well...

We both grew in this 23 months time together...

For the last time I will be calling you this...

Thanks DarliN & Goodbye my love...

2011-02-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

I had enough with the lies ='(

Depress

2011-02-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Its officially one week that you've left to Singapore

I miss you so much

I'm so scare of losing you

Phobia...

I need strength

I need you

='(

I love you so much

你不懂我，我不怪你

2010-12-25T11:57:00.002+08:00

每个人都有一个死角，自己走不出来，别人也闯不进去。

我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。

你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一道伤口，

或深或浅，盖上布，以为不存在。

我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。

你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一场爱恋，

用心、用情、用力，感动也感伤。

我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。

你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一行眼泪，

喝下的冰冷的水，酝酿成的热泪。

我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。

你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一段告白，

忐忑、不安，却饱含真心和勇气。

我把最抒情的语言用在那里。

你不懂我，我不怪你。

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，

因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。

同样，

你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候，

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞。

也许，我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。

也许，我太会安慰自己的伤痕。

也许，你眼中的我，太会照顾自己，

所以，你从不考虑我的感受。

你以为，我可以很迅速的恢复过来，有些自私的以为。

从阴雨走到艳阳，我路过泥泞、路过风。

一路走来，你不曾懂我，我亦不曾怪你。

我不是为了显示自己的大度，

也不是为了体现自己的大方。

只想让你知道，感情不在，责备也不存在。

圣诞节

2010-12-25T09:27:00.003+08:00

去年的今天,我一张开眼你就在我身边

今年今天,我和你被距离隔离了.

我好想你.

好想,象去年一样吻你的脸庞和你说早安,圣诞节快乐.

好想,抱着你,躺着,哪里都不去.

好想你.

你...想我吗?

2010-12-20T09:48:00.002+08:00

Have anyone of you ever had the feeling of hating yourself for saying all the hurtful words to the one you love most. I do. I just can't stop thinking all the negative stuff. I love him so much, but why do I always have this feeling that he will leave me. I don't like this feeling. Makes me cry and feel down. I love him so much. Hubby, I know you love me. Please . . . Don't leave me.

I miss you so much.

Kiss on the Forehead

2010-12-18T22:52:00.005+08:00

I heard that kisses on the forehead means something, like has special meaning and this is what I found from a guy’s point of view:

WHAT DOES FOREHEAD KISSES MEAN?

It means that you’re the most important person for hi, that you are part of his happiness. It means that God only knws the way he feels about you. That he has always loved you, that he loves you and that he will always love you. That he will always be there for you no matter what you say or do. That he will always forgive you.

I'm Back =)

2010-12-18T22:14:00.001+08:00

It has been so long since I last blogged.

Life is still harsh.

Ups n Downs still.

Had a big fight with my dad yesterday.

I really dunno why the hell I did tat.

God please do forgive me, for I have sinned.

L.I.F.E

2010-10-15T09:58:00.002+08:00

Life is full of challenges and ups and downs . . .

When ever we overcome a challenge in life we grow up a little more

We become more tough and learn from Our mistakes . . .

Never scare to to fail . . .

Don't fail urself if you fail . . .

Take it as a lesson, Learn from failure then you'll win ! ! !

You fail urself you'll NEVER win~

减肥大作战~！！！（第五天) My 19th Birthday~! ! !

2010-10-02T07:33:00.003+08:00

Breakfast: Dutch Lady Low Fat Milk + Apollo Pandan Cake

Lunch:

Dinner: Steamboat ! ! ! (FAT FAT ARGH ! ! )

Happy Birthday to Myself ♥

2010-10-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Falling in love with Jean short skirt & Clutch Bag

OMG ! ! !

Whats wrong with me =3='''

减肥大作战~！！！（第四天)

2010-10-01T07:51:00.004+08:00

Breakfast: 1 Dutch Lady Low Fat Milk + 1 Loaker Napolitaner (45g)

Lunch: Ayam Penyet + Hot Green Tea

Dinner: A green Apple + A cup of Coffee

Exercise: 52 sit-ups

减肥大作战~！！！（第三天)

2010-09-30T19:52:00.002+08:00

早餐：两片面包+牛奶

午餐：汉堡+可乐！！（肥死啊！）

晚餐：一片面包+咖啡

继续加油！！！

比基尼身材~！！！

哈哈哈哈哈~~~（疯了）

减肥大作战~！！！（第二天)

2010-09-29T20:18:00.003+08:00

早餐：一个橙+牛奶

午餐：两片面包+咖啡

晚餐：一片面包+咖啡

减肥大作战~！！！（第一天)

2010-09-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

早餐：意大利面

午餐：一点的白饭+两种菜

晚餐：两片面包

运动：Sit-up 60下

Push-ups 20下

减肥大作战~！！！！

2010-09-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

肥肥肥~~~！！！

我要比基尼身材~！

减肚子！！！

呼呼~~~~~~

减肥肥~~~

拜拜肥肥~！

2010-09-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

Dunno what's wrong with me recently . . .

Tiring . . .

Mentally tired . . .

Everything seems to be wrong . . .

Nothing seems right . . .
Why am I always negative?

Why am I always doubting?

Its reli tiring . . .

I hate myself saying all those hurtful words to you . . .

Hate myself for being cruel to you . .

I love you . . .

I really do . . .

But why do I always makes you down?

I reli wonder why am I always like this?

Sorry DarliN~

And really Thank you for always accepting me . . .

I'm so sorry for always quarrel and argue with you . . .

I'm scare of losing you . . .

I'm scare of not having you in my life . . .

I'm scare that you'll get fed up one day and leave me . . .

I need a change . . .

A change for the better . . .

I reli dunno whats wrong with me . . .

I hate being like this . . .

All I want is you by my side . . .

Come back . . .

T^T

I need you badly . . .

2010-09-14T21:20:00.005+08:00

今天的分離是為了以後更美好的相聚,我相信~♥

我想你了宝贝~♥

笑着迎接明天的到来

♥

2010-09-03T11:12:00.004+08:00

一个人是不可能会同时爱上两个人。

如果你在想 ‘我是不是又爱上另一个人啦？’

其实，并不是的。

你真心爱的只会是一个，那个你很爱很爱的人。

当你在想自己是不是爱上另一个人时，记住我接下来要对你说的话

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

你只是对那个人精神上暂时的寄托/依赖。

那不是爱，只是暂时的依靠而已。

不要一时的迷惑放弃了自己真心爱的人哦。

-Thanks-

2010-09-03T11:10:00.002+08:00

This post is to thanks my bro.

You will never know who he is unless You are him.

Thanks ya

For the meal at McD.

Thought me lots of things about Camera & Photography.

And Accompany me when I need someone to talk to.

Thanks~

I'm lucky to have a Bro like you~

BODOH ! ! ! !

2010-09-03T11:06:00.002+08:00

And ya . . .

Once again I fall in life and I collapse and I cry . . .

For what?

Not my love.

But my friendship. . . .

I dunno when I will really have a friend who will be there when I need her.

I dunno when I will not have to go through all these pain again.

I've learn my lesson (for now)

There is no true friend you can really rely on. (the fact)

I still want a friend who I can rely on. (I still believe there is someone out there I can rely on as a friend)

Cry cry cry . . .

Now, I need a bucket of ice-cream . . . =(

2010-09-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

You're busy with assignment and exam . . .

I'm moody . . .

I cry . . .

I can't tell . . .

I let you do your work . . .

Today, I remain silence . . .

2010-09-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

I dislike not talking for the whole day...

I'm not happy...

Don't like being alone...

Am I so extra in this world?

Do I really have to live my everyday life ALONE?

I HATE I HATE I HATE . . .

F*CK THIS WORLD =(

A sharing of thoughts~ ^^

2010-08-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes while I'm browsing through some friend's FB

I see people get in a relationship I feel happy for them...

Sometimes I see them went from in a relationship to single...

It make me feel sad...

But sometimes from their wall post I see that they can still be happy with the way it is and move on with their life...

It make me imagine how much tears has they lost...

How much pain do they feel...

Even with a smile on the face,I know its really aching inside =(

It really take a lot of courage to let go of the one you love and still put a smile on face and move on...

It its me...

I would cry like hell...

Get drunk...

Get hurt...

To release the pain in me...

I know its not good but still I will do it...

Because even the one I love and care so much has left me...

Who cares anyway what happen to me...

Ya,

You people might think that I'm very negative...

well I am =)

I'm very very negative~

I tend to think a lot...

If if if...

Bla bla bla~

Well~

Thats ME~

For those out there who has just got a broken heart ...

I feel sorry for u guys~

Well everything still has to go on...

Don't be afraid to cry...

After crying really can make you feel better ^^

SMILE and move on~

There is always someone waiting for you at the next junction ^^

2010-08-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

It has been almost 2 months that you've left to Mel...

And we've gone thru so many within this two months...

I know I can trust you...

But sometimes I'm just so scare...

There is always so many what if . . . . thats come into my mind...

I can't imagine my life if I lose you,DarliN...

I've got too far I cannot take it back anymore...

I cannot restrain myself from loving you anymore...

Now all I can do is to trust you and believe that we will be together till the end...

I am very confirm that if this relationship doesn't work out the way I want it to be...

If one day we really go on a seperate ways....

I would not live to see another day...

I love you too much that I would rather DIE if I cannot have you...

Can you know how much I love you?

Why do I always cry?

Because I love you...

Why do I always argue?

Because I care...

Why do I think of so many "What if?"

Because I'm scare...

DarliN,

If you read wat I've wrote...

All I want you to know is that...

I really love you with all my heart and you have all my trust...

I love you........very much...

And I miss you so badly...

2010-08-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

Been thinking of you since the day we start dating...

Never once I didn't think of you...

I miss you,baby~

Miss you so very much...

T^T

2010-08-01T21:35:00.004+08:00

好想听你的声音

好想打电话给你

好想哭求你回来

但是我知道

我不可以

我不可以自私

好想大声的哭

把所有的一切哭出来

但是哭了

又有谁能了解

我心里的空虚感

哭了

又能填补我心里的空虚吗？

哭了

累了

坚强了

宝贝，我想你了

2010-08-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

Darl =(
I knw you're busy with life in Aus
I knw you're dealing with lots of problem
But please
Once in a while
Give me some time
Say that you love me without me saying it first
Say that you miss me
Show that you care

I miss you so damn much ='(
But I couldn't tell
I couldn't show
Because I don't want to be a burden to you
I don't want you to be fed up with me

I love you
I always will

感动心灵.....宝贝!都是我的错!

2010-08-01T10:40:00.000+08:00

男孩爱上了一个女孩,女孩也很喜欢他,渐渐的两个人走到了一起,同居了,当男孩的嘴第一次吻到女孩的唇时,女孩就决定这一辈子都跟定他了,于是女孩调皮的问:"你会爱我多久?"男孩捏着女孩的鼻子温柔的说:"你想要多久呢?" 女孩想了想天真的说:"那就一辈子吧,这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩!"男孩笑着说:"嗯,好!"女孩又想了想嘟起小嘴:"不行!我不信你,我们拉勾勾,你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你!!!"男孩认真的回答:"好,假如有一天我背叛你,你就杀了我."...........

　　就这样男孩和女孩在一起快三年了,他们彼此都深爱着对方,可是天总是不如人愿,厄运终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上,渐渐的男孩对女孩开始逃避,冷落.再也不像以前那么宠她了,女孩似乎觉察到了什么,于是就开始追问男孩, 可是男孩却没有说出原因,终于有一天,男孩突然带回一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来了,这时女孩还想骗自己, 就傻傻的问:"宝贝这是你的朋友吗???"男孩冷酷的说:" 是!而且是女朋友."女孩听了没有做任何反应,只是傻傻的坐在那里,女孩不敢抬头看男孩,因为她怕眼泪会忍不住的掉下来;她不想让男孩看到自己哭,因为她仍然相信男孩还爱她."这时男孩冷冷的说:"今天晚上你在这里, 明天你搬走吧,今天我们两个出去住."说着两个人就想往外走."等一下."女孩终于开口了,"姐姐你能不能出去一下,我想单独和他谈."那女人点点头走了出去.男孩依然背对着她,谁也没有说话;"为什么"女孩最先打破了沉默. 男孩冷漠的说:"不爱了,就不需要任何理由!"然后掉头就走了；没有给女孩任何机会.女孩哭了,她告诉自己不准掉一滴眼泪,可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来........

过了好久,女孩再次见到男孩的时候,是在医院里,不同的是两个人都瘦的不成样子了,女孩是因为伤心,想他得了胃炎, 而男孩怎么会在医院里出现呢??女孩因为心里仍然爱他,放心不下,于是就悄悄的跟了上去.....

"病人如果再找不到合适的心脏进行移植,那我们将再也没有能力维持他的生命了"医生对女人说,这时女孩惊呆了,傻傻的楞在那里,女人哭了,女孩也哭了,女孩再一次为男孩流下了泪水 ,可是这一次比上一次更加伤心,更加歇斯底里,女孩痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪不停的往下掉,突然她站了起来,走到桌前拿起笔在纸上写了一些东西,然后她笑着拿起手机拨通了男孩的电话,"喂"接电话的是个女的,"你好我想见见他可以吗???求你给我这次机会好吗?"女人钝了钝说:"好吧. 在哪里,我转告他.""在我们第一次见面的公园,谢谢" 女孩挂掉电话后就匆忙的出去了.男孩如约来到了他们初次见面的公园,可是过了好久女孩还是没有出现,男孩焦急的等着,最后女孩还是没有出现,男孩失落的走了,女孩看着男孩远去的背影,对自己说,不可以舍不得.......

过了几天男孩要进行心脏移植了,他兴奋的对女人说:"如果成功了,我要做的第一件事就是去找她,告诉她事实."女人笑了笑"但愿她不会拒绝你."......

男孩心脏真的移植成功了,他一醒来就忙着给女孩打电话,可是却没人接,一次,两次,三次......男孩就这样一直打,可是一直都没有人接,男孩沮丧的说:"她真的生气了."女人安慰说;"不会的,她可能有事...

这时医生走进来笑着说;"你的命可真好,昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你.她好像事先预料到自己要死,还写了份遗嘱.""她是怎么死的."男孩问到."车祸,不过真是可惜了,那女孩长的就跟个水晶娃娃似的,不知道怎么会出这种事,听肇事司机说她是自己撞过来的@!"

这时男孩要求说:"我想去看看救我的人."医生迟疑了一下点点头,"就是这个了.你们看吧.她的死像并不可怕,和睡着了一样."男孩缓缓的揭开了盖在死者头上的白布,在看到死者脸的一刹那,男孩和女人都僵在了那里,恍惚间男孩的心疼了一下,他像疯了一样扯下死者身上的白布,哭喊着"怎么会这样,不会的!宝贝你起来呀不要吓我!!!不可能的.姐我在做梦对不对???你告诉我!!!宝贝我要得不是这样.你快醒醒呀宝贝!"女人扯过男孩给了他一耳光,流着泪说:"你醒醒吧!"要不是你她怎么会这样,是你害了她!她是在用她的生命去爱你!"....

男孩呆呆的看着女孩眼神变得异常温柔,他看到女孩嘴角还带着笑,笑得那么从容,男孩又一次哭了.看着女孩那还有点点血迹的衣服,看着她那白的像雪的手,突然男孩发现女孩的手里攥着一团纸,打开一看是女孩写给自己的信:亲爱的, 对不起,请你不要怪我好吗?我真的好爱你,那天你在公园等我,我去了,只是没有露面,我就在你身后, 我想把你的一切牢牢的记在心里,因为我想下辈子我们还能在一起,虽然你这辈子没有履行诺言,但是我不怪你,因为我真的好爱你,即使你不在爱我,可是我的心会在你的身体里面一辈子,这个位置是任何人都占据不了的.亲爱的,一定要幸福哦.我把我的幸福全部都给了你,但是你下辈子一定要让我幸福,好吗?亲爱的,答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗?今生的诺言我们来世再履行.亲爱的,再见了,祝你幸福...

"不,宝贝,没有你我要怎么幸福!你醒过来好吗?我们从新开始,我错了,对不起,我从来都没有不爱你,宝贝!我.. 错了!....你回来呀"男孩失声痛哭起来.这时正有个灵魂坐在他的身旁流着泪,高兴的说:"原来你还爱我, 你一直都爱着我 ."灵魂试图抱住男孩,可是却在他的身体里穿过...... 天下起了小雨,男孩哭了,灵魂哭了,上帝也哭了....

2010-07-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

心里空虚的感觉又有谁能了解，又能对谁述说？？？

5th Semester Result~

2010-07-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

YESH!!!!!

I pass all my subjects~~

Weeee~~~~

Thanks God for listening to my prayer.

I promise I will do better in future.

Please guide me through all the challenges I will face in future~

God is Love.

God is strength.

The power or prayer.

2010-07-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

Jewel-Satisfied

A very nice song

Click here to listen to it~

Satisfied [Lyrics]

IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY
YOU BETTER LET IT OUT
DON'T HOLD IT BACK
WHILE YOU'Re TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT
DON'T BE TIMID
DON'T BE AFRAID TO HURT
RUN TOWARD THE FLAME
RUN TOWARD THE FIRE
HOLD ON FOR ALL YOUR WORTH
THE ONLY REAL PAIN A HEART CAN EVER KNOW
IS THE SORROW OF REGRET
WHEN YOU DON'T LET YOUR FEELINGS SHOW

[CHORUS]
SO DID YOU SAY IT
DID YOU MEAN IT
DID YOU LAY IT ON THE LINE
DID YOU MAKE IT COUNT
DID YOU LOOK ‘EM IN THE EYE
DID THEY FEEL IT
DID YOU SAY IT IN TIME
DID YOU SAY IT OUT LOUD
‘CAUSE IF YOU DID HUN
THEN YOU LIVED SOME
THAT FEELING INSIDE
IS CALLED SATISFIED

BUSY PEOPLE WALKING BY
CAN'T HELP BUT WORRY SOME
WITH SO MANY THINGS TO DO
SO LITTLE LOVE GETS DONE
EMPTY HEARTS EVERYWHERE
DROWNING BUT DYING OF THIRST
IF YOU WANT LOVE
IT'S NOT THAT TOUGH
START BY GIVING IT FIRST
IT'S SO EASY TO GIVE
BABY CAN'T YOU SEE
JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR HEART
AND DO WHAT COMES NATURALLY

[CHROUS]
WELL DID YOU SAY IT
DID YOU MEAN IT
DID YOU LAY IT ON THE LINE
DID YOU MAKE IT COUNT
DID YOU LOOK ‘EM IN THE EYE
DID THEY FEEL IT
DID YOU SAY IT IN TIME
DID YOU SAY IT OUT LOUD
'CAUSE IF YOU DID HUN
THEN YOU LIVED SOME
THAT FEELING INSIDE
IS CALLED SATISFIED

BRIDGE
HORSES ARE BUILT TO RUN
THE SUN IS MEANT TO SHINE ABOVE
FLOWERS ARE MADE TO BLOOM
AND THEN THERE'S US
WE WERE BORN TO LOVE

2010-07-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

I'm moody.

I don't understand why you always online so late.

I wanna chat with you longer.

I'm not satisfied with only 1 hours online with you everyday.

We are thousand miles apart,DarliN.

Can you understand how I feel.

There is so much I want to tell you.

But I'm so scare to burden you with my love with my selfishness.

**Love is to love the bad & good of the person you love**

I forgive & forget because I love you.

You're precious to me.

You're the only one that matters to me.

You're all that I have in mind & heart.

I love you.

I miss you.

2010-07-25T00:30:00.001+08:00

You just love to spoil me~

I'm such a spoiled girlfriend <3

I love you always always~

2010-07-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

After all that we've been through~

I love you more~

[21/04/09]

2010-07-20T09:26:00.000+08:00

很希望他的父母能了解我的心情

好想他

好久没听到他的声音了

我爱他

很爱很爱

GOD's Child~

2010-07-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

Leave everything in GOD's hand . . .

Everything happens for a reason . . .

Thanks GOD for better or for worse . . .

I'm strong because I'm GOD's child . . .

Love

Hope

Faith

Challenges~

2010-07-17T00:16:00.003+08:00

Today is the 20th Days since you left . . .

So many things had happen within this 20 days . . .

Its such a big challenge to me & you . . .

I leave everything in the hand of God . . .

Because I knw . . .

Everything happen for a reason . . .

I love you DarliN~

I miss you~

I'm yours forever~

XoXo,

DearDear~

3 more days to our 15th Monthsary~

2010-06-18T23:12:00.001+08:00

~9 more days~

No matter what happen . . .

I
Will
ALWAYS
Love
You

I
Promise

You
Know
I
Mean
What
I
Say

I
Never
Lie

Trust
Me

Faith~
Trust~

I love you,babyy~~

XoXo,
SophiaStephanie~
<3

2010-05-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

29 days left

There is so many to do
So many to tell
So many love to show
So many things we've plan to do it TOGETHER

But

Too little time left

Maybe letting you go is another my other way of showing I love you . . .
I really hope you know my love for you is true . . .

Never wanted to let you go . . .
But I have to . . .
For our better Future together . . .

Too Many Love
Too Little Time

XoXo,
SophiaStephanie
Your one and only Love~

米修米修~( miss you miss you~) <3

2010-05-17T11:12:00.002+08:00

New semester starts today~
Class starts tomorrow~

Short semester this semester~

Gambatek Gambatek ~!!!!

No idea what i have in mind now.
Too many to do and too little time.
Too many to tell but too little time.
Too many to show but too little time.

Too many too many but too little time.

Accept me for who I am.
I am who I am.

Take it
OR
Leave it~

Being left alone is really Lonely . . .

XoXo,
littl3d3mon~
Sophia Stephanie~

P/S: I'll be right here waiting for you~

Love?

2010-05-03T19:35:00.001+08:00

Have anyone of you fall in love with two person at a time?
XD

This feeling.
Its weird.
Dunno which one to hold on to.
And which one to let go.

Both love u so much.
Both have their good and bad.

You love both.
But just dunno wat to do.

littl3d3mon~

2010-02-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

Lots of ups n downs lately~
Thanks for coming back to my side babyy~
I love you now and always~

Thanks GOD for leading me thru all the challenges i've faced lately~

I'm strong because I'm GOD's Child~

SophiaStephanie~

天枰座の女生

2010-01-01T23:40:00.000+08:00


天秤座是出现美女机率最高的一个星座。事实上，天秤座的女人多数都能拥有着一种优雅的气质。她们几乎可以说是“男人”和“女人”的综合体。在外表上总是掌握了优雅精致的女人味，而思想上又有着丰富逻辑观念的男性智能。更理想的是，天秤座女人很少会有抢着出风头的表现。她们往往懂得把自己的智能隐藏在怡人的女性温柔之后，绝不让它尖锐地刺伤男性的自尊。因此，无论是对同性或是异性而言，她们都是不可多得的好伴侣。　　至于该如何才能赢得芳心呢？当然，首先你得是个很合乎逻辑的男人。太过于固执、偏激、情绪化的人，都不是天秤座女子心目中的好伴侣。对于大多数的天秤座女子来说，人生第一重要的事莫过于找个“好伴儿”。“孤单”是她的第一恐惧。所有美好的事物都因有人分享而真的有意义。可想而知，天秤座女人对于选择她的“伴儿”尤其是终生的伴侣，该是多么严谨啦。　　你最好是有着高尚品味的男人，因为多数的天秤座女子都是对于“美感”极有鉴赏力的。穿着红毛衣绿裤子，戴着紫色小帽的男人恐怕会跟天秤座的女人缘分薄些。生活习惯不佳、油头垢面的男人机会也不大。当然，风度翩翩、文质彬彬的男性，肯定会是天秤座女子的最爱。　　再者，如果你是一个不喜欢女人说话的男人，那你恐怕也不适合天秤座的女人。我绝不是说她们喜欢吱喳个不停。事实上还真的很少有天秤座的女人会给人聒噪的印象。只是几乎所有的天秤座女性都拥有着天生的辩才。她很会说话，很喜欢与人讨论，分析事情条条有理。而且很多时侯，的确能给你一些帮助。因为，她往往喜欢从各种角度去分析事情，找出一个客观而公正的结论。　　天秤座女性不喜欢太过情绪化的人，当然她本身也绝不是爱闹情绪的人。因为她是那么的“讲道理”。她喜欢跟别人讲道理，更时时刻刻跟自己讲道理。但是人总归是有情绪的，而世间的事（尤其是感情的事），也不是每一样都有道理说得通的。在这样的时侯，天秤座女子的秤臂就大幅的摇摆起来了。你不必紧张，更不必不费唇舌的跟她讲道理（那可是她的专常）。多一点温柔体贴，多些甜蜜爱意。很快的，她就会恢复原本的均衡美感了。　　很多天秤座女生在情绪不稳定的时侯，会有暴饮暴食的倾向。我有个天秤座女友，经常在我们之间扮演婚姻爱情顾问的角色。她的理性客观深得我们的信赖。没想到有一天她竟然爱上了一个朋友们都反对，而且客观条件确实大有问题的男人。我们的劝阻，自然没多大用处。因为每次辩论起来，大家都不是她的对手。所有的缺点都能给她说成优点。不料，半年之后，那个男人竟突然弃她而去，娶了个富家小姐。刚遭到这个打击的时侯，她沮丧的样子，让朋友都担心她会从此消沉下去。大家都自动轮流陪在她身边。两个月的暴饮暴食，她胖了十三公斤，但心情却渐渐平静了下来，不久后认识了现在的“他”，一切的一切，包括身材，就全都恢复了。　　对于面对多变的人世，天秤座的女子有着极佳的平衡感。几乎任何情况之下，她总能找到让自己心里平衡的办法。这一点，对于她的男伴来说，实在是不可多得的优点。也正因如此，许多天秤座女性在婚后都能成为丈夫事业上的好帮手。我说过，天秤座女子极为重视“伴侣”的观念，所以，她们不论在生活上，或是在事业上，都致力做一个好的合伙人。而且，天秤座女性绝不会跟你抢着做董事长。　　如果你在事业上并不需要她的协助，我仍然建议你让她在婚后自由发展她的事业。一来，单纯的家庭主妇生活，对于聪明的天秤座女人来说似乎太无聊了些。她恐怕会需要更多的玩伴来排遣她的孤单感。而且，把你自己变成她唯一的辩论对象，显然有点自讨没趣。二来，天秤座女人通常都需要“足够”金钱，去满足她追“ 美”的欲望。我不能说天秤座女子一定有些挥霍。但我肯定绝大多数天秤座女子的品味都不“便宜”。所以，让她能够自给自足，你会轻松不少。更何况她们确实都是很有工作能力的。　　她是个以夫为重的女人。她可以做一个温柔可爱的小妻子，也可以是陪你共创事业的哥儿们。她可靠而不自夸。给你最好的建议，却永远不抢你的风采。她的稳定性很够，没有许多女人任性、骄纵、不可理喻的缺点，她是许多丈夫们又敬又爱的妻子典型。只要你偶尔有耐性，听她振振有辞的训你一小时（这种情况，凭良心说并不太多）。当有人使她的秤臂强烈摇摆的时侯，给她温柔浪漫的安慰，尤其她在大吃大喝的时侯，你就该意识到，这是你该有所表现的时侯了。对她来说，你的耐心关怀就是万灵丹，只要适时服下，她立刻就能恢复原本均衡优雅的形象。难怪有好多人说说，能娶到一个天秤座的女人，真是“褔气”啦！

2010-01-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

Say Bye Bye to 2009
Hello~~~~ 2010~!!!

♥ SINGAPORE! I'm coming~! ♥

2009-12-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

♥ 1st of all Happy 8th monthsary DarliN ♥

♥ 2nd Woohooo~~~ SINGAPORE~! ♥

I
LOVE
YOU

SOPHIA STEPHANIE LING WAN RU

LOVE

CARSTANCE KUEH BOON HUAT

Loves♥
SophiaStephanie
-littl3d3mon-

♥ My Besties & I ♥ The Picture Updates >.<

2009-12-17T12:51:00.006+08:00

Update!!!! =P

2009-12-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

Well~~~
It has been ages since I wrote something here.
So I dun reli know where to start.

Hrm . . .
I went out few times this two weeks with both my besties XD
Photo will be uploaded in the next post.
And hell ya my mum let me drive =D
WOOHOOO~~~

Counting down for another 3 days
To our 8th monthsary and the day I leave Sibu to JB

Miss my DarliN so much
We've been apart for one month plus
We've been through alot this holiday
I want to thank him
For holding my hands and walk me through all the challenges we face
I love you Babyy~

Other than that theres nothing much to blog about
Gezzzz
I kinda getting lazy to blog
=P

YA I KNOW I AM LAZY!!!>.<

love,
SophiaStephanie
Th3Littl3D3mon~ XD

2009-12-11T07:40:00.001+08:00

♥ 10 more days ♥
♥ 10 more days to our 8th Monthsary ♥
♥ 10 more days and we'll meet again in Singapore ♥

XoXo,
SophiaStephanie

2009-12-03T12:11:00.001+08:00

life kinda sucks recently.
odd feelings arose in me.
wats wrong with me?

There I times I miss being myself,
But I dun wanna turn back,
Cuz it hurts deeply inside.

XOXO,
SophiaStephanie~

2009-11-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

i don't know why.
just don't know why.

2009-11-15T15:59:00.001+08:00

I just don't know WHY !

*&%##!@@*$$#%!%

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

I had a bad dream.

I text you saying that i need you.

No reply.

I'm scared.

T^T

2009-11-15T13:49:00.002+08:00

♥ Counting Down the Days : 36 Days ♥

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I miss you.

='(

2009-11-15T13:49:00.001+08:00

♥ 6 days to our 7th Monthsary ♥
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♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

Loves ♥
Dear Dear ♥
Sophia Stephanie

2009-11-12T14:43:00.002+08:00

♥ 9 days to our 7th Monthsary ♥
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♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

Loves ♥
Dear Dear ♥
Sophia Stephanie

2009-11-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

♥ Counting Down the Days : 39 Days ♥

I miss you badly ='(

2009-11-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

♥ SSLWR love CKBH ♥

2009-11-07T01:50:00.003+08:00

You promised

Walk me through all the challenges

You love Me

I know you do ♥

Loves,
Dear Dear
Sophia Stephanie
♥

♥ Counting Down the days : 44 Days ♥

2009-11-07T01:45:00.002+08:00

I miss him

Seriously

I do

Can't wait for the day we meet again

Can't wait for Christmas

Can't wait to hug you

Can't wait to kiss you

I miss you

I love you

I'm being strong for you

Loves,
Dear Dear
Sophia Stephanie
♥

Update? Maybe =P

2009-10-29T01:35:00.004+08:00

Things happen
WE always quarrel
Thanks to ME

I seriously don't know wats wrong
WHY WHY WHY am I owes like tis

Thanks DarliN for being patient enough
I love him
I know he love me too
Thats why he's help me walk thru all that is happening
I'm trying my best to be better
I promise
I love you

P/s: I love You, Carstance Kueh Boon Huat

2009-10-29T01:30:00.001+08:00

How can you tell
the sun not to shine
when clouds exists.
How can you tell me
not to fall in love when you exists.

DarliN
I just want you to know
I LOVE YOU

Our 6th Monthsary

2009-10-21T14:46:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th Monthsary DarliN
I'll continue loving you with all my heart
Thanks for walking me through the hardship

I LOVE YOU

2009-10-21T10:21:00.004+08:00

OUR 6TH MONTHSARY

I'M SAD I'M ANGRY
I'M FRUSTRATED
I'M DISAPPOINTED
YOU NAME IT
ALL THE UNHAPPY THING IS WITH ME

I NEED YOU
I NEED COMFORT
I NEED YOUR LOVE

I'M IN PAIN

happy 6th monthsary DarliN

2009-10-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Went to DarliN's house this morning to watch CSI
Saw his bro this morning
Say hi to him then he went to college^^
Around 2pm we went to class
Everything went fine
UNTIL
After IT class
I really don't know what happen
Well things start like this
I fall asleep in IT class
After class end
DarliN woke me up
So you can imagine how a person is like when she just woke up
=.=
I didn't knew it would actually cause us to quarrel
Well I just kept silent all the way down from the class
And all the way to Aunty Mary cuz he said he wanted to buy something to eat
And still I'm quiet the whole time
Its not that there anything wrong or what
Just that I don't feel like talking at all
Well ya
I was a bit down for no reason
So I can't tell why
So what do you aspect me to say when he ask me "are you ok?"
I knw he's worried
But I reli am ok
Or should I say not reli ok
But if i say so
He will surely ask why
Then still I can't answer WHY
So I kept quiet
It doesn't seems to help avoid quarrel thou
Ya
We end up yelling at each other
One thing I dun understand is that
WHY WHY WHY he can just walk away like nothing happen when I turn n walk away
It really disappoint me
At least he can give me a hug
A hug CAN REALLY CALM ME DOWN
(DarliN I do really hope u're reading this)
I was hurt again n again
Everytime he turn and walk away from me
So please
Don't do it again
Well
As usual
Everything turns out to be ok
We sort things out
I've apologize
So does he
So We forgive each other
I love HIM so much
He love me too
LOVE keeps us together

I really need anger management class =.=
And stop being so emotional
And stop letting the surrounding influence me

Sorry DarliN for making you worried again and again
I love you
My love for you will never change
No matter how many times I got hurt in this relationship
I've work hard to maintain it
So please do the same

*mUacKs^*
*huGgiEs^*

-Carstance's DearDear-
-SophiaStephanie-

Randomness . . . Keeping it alive . . .

2009-10-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since I last updated my blog
Lolx . . .
Lazy nowadays . . .
=.=
Bah~
Recently
Busy with test 2
Hubby's birthday is this Friday
Haiz
Gonna be like less than 24 hours its gonna be his b'day
Miss him more during cold n rainy days
Wan Huggy
=P

Rainy days makes me moody
Rainy days makes us quarrel
Thats why I dun like Rainy days
HATE HATE HATE
Hate it most when we quarrel
Really
Recently my weak side has appear once again
Being weak and hurting you is things that I dun like
I hate it when I hurt you
I hate it when I'm weak
I love you
Thats why I don't want to hurt you

Be loveable Be trustworthy
Thats what I'm going to do
I want our relationship to last
I want it to be strong
I never had this feelings before
I only have this feelings for you
Yes, Only you
You make me feel special
You care for me
You love me
You trust me

DarliN
Like I have said
I trust you
I believe you
I love You
I will never let you go
*mUAckS^*

Lots Of Love,
DearDear,
SophiaStephanie

祝我生日快乐

2009-10-02T21:40:00.002+08:00

又一年过去了
我又长大一岁了
一年的时间
让我成长了很多
放弃了很多
也得到了很多
过去的一切
从今天开始
都把它忘了
今年生日
一样的
我还是一个人过
跟去年一样
听着同一首歌
却有着不同的感觉
虽然我是自己过
但是今年
我有爱我的他

祝我生日快乐

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ! ! !

2009-10-02T00:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself ! ! ! !
Now I'm officially 18 . . .
I love it . . .
Thou I'm not reli very happy now . . .
But hey . . .
Who cares . . .
I'm 18 ! ! ! !

Just Keeping my Blog alive =.=

2009-09-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

Ya . . .
Just keeping It Alive . . .
^.^

Birthday girl n the Birthday cake
=P

Love It ~

Nice ka?
=P

Its Raya break n I went back to hometown
Together with my cousin n KiM
N we celebrated my 18th Birthday in advance
Together with my aunts, uncle, cousins, and Grandma ...
Going back to Kuching later
10am bus

Miss my Hubby
Love Him
Yesterday was our 5th Monthsary
>.<

*hearts* Him
*mUackS*
*huGgiEs*

>.<

♥ o9.o9.o9 ♥ A special day to remember ♥

2009-09-09T21:09:00.001+08:00

o9.o9.o9
Means Eternity
Lolx
I didn't really expecting anything special today
Cause I know he wont even realize bout this special day
XD
I'm so bad
Well

He gave me a surprise
I receive my birthday present in advance
Lolx
And is a crystal pacifier pendant
XD
I was so happy when he give it to me
Its the 1st time he gave me such a BIG surprise
Lolx

Here's some photo of the pendant
Love it so much
Thank You so much Hubby . . .
LOVE you So much~
*mUackS^*

Crystal Pacifier
I love it so much

2009-09-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

Once again I collapsed today
What has gotten into me
These few days
All these moody stuff
All these random mood swing
What has gotten into me?
I have no one to share my feelings
Trying to hide out isn't working
I really don't want to hurt Him
I love Him
I'm really t0o weak
I cannot be like this when He leave to Aus
I have to be strong
Sent Him away with a smile
Wait for His return with a smile
And not with all the crying, weak me . . .
I will try
I know you will say
All the talking does not prove anything
Do it
To prove what I say
I will
I need time
Is ain't that easy to accept that You're leaving SOON
Is NOT that EASY ! ! !
I'm trying my best
Learning to be strong for you
Just for you
Because I love you
I really do

*Muacks^*

2009-08-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

Being able to study in the same college with you is such a big miracle to me
I'm so happy being with you everyday
Sharing all the happiness and sadness
I know sometimes we quarrel
And at least we manage to get over with it on the spot
I never want our problem to be leave just like that
I hope you understand, Hubby
I do love you
I don't know whether you know it or not how much I love you
And how much I care
I'm so lucky to be able to be in this college with you until you graduate
I hope we still can be close to each other even after you graduate
I know its not up to you to decide where to go next
But please Hubby
Not t0o far away
I can wait for your return
Our promise
Our future
I'll not forget bout that
I'll hold on to you
As long as you hold on to me
Please don't let go
I promise I'll be strong for you, My love
I'll be strong for us
I'll be strong for our future

I PROMISE . . . ! ! !

2009-08-29T00:39:00.002+08:00

Thinking about what may happen in Future isn't really cool
I hate thinking bout it
So erm
I think I'll just leave it as it is now
Thinking bout doesn't help much
Makes me cry more
More pain
More uncertainties
I dun like negatives things
I wan things to go smooth
I want you to be with me
I know you'll be leaving soon
I do hope i can believe in you
I really hope you believe in me like how I believe in you
The most important thing in a relationship is Trust
That's the only thing to keep our relationship strong
When I promise something
I mean it
I don't just promise and never really keep it
I have people who lie
You know me better than anyone else
So
Please
I love you
Please promise you will come back
For me
For us
For our future Together

2nd Semester Result

2009-08-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

Result came out today
So erm . . .
I got
1A-
1B
1B-
And
1D
Obviously another fail
Haiz~
Useless . . .
=.=

I just want you to know hat I'm worried about . . .

2009-08-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Once again I'm crying
Crying myself to bed
I miss you so much
I love you so much
I'm so afraid of losing you
I'm just so naive
Not as strong as you think
Not as mature as I seems
Not as good as you are
Maybe I'm just a piece of TRASH
Because of my past
I regret of what I've done
N i promise I will never ever do all those things again
Will you believe in me?
Will you trust me?
Will you accept me?
Will you?????????????

2nd Semester Break . . .

2009-08-24T13:56:00.003+08:00

Sunday,23rd August + Monday,24th August

Few days ago mum told me we're going to Miri for a short trip
So on sunday right after Church we went to Miri
We start our journey around 10am . . .
After around 4 hours we arrive . . .
Bla bla bla . . .
Nothing much to write bout . . .
Haiz . . .
Because i forget to bring back my Broadband Modem
We had hard time searching for wireless to online
So last night
After dinner my aunt suggest we go to GCM to online while uncle n cousin play snooker
So hard baru online
Cuz the staff there forget to turn on the wireless modem =.=
So at last i manage to online
N I manage to Webby with Hubby too
But only for a while
Cuz the D*mn place got no plug to charge my lappy
Haiz~
And because I forget to bring my memory card reader
Now I can only manage to update my blog full with words
I will Upload the photo of this Miri trip A.S.A.P
Now I've borrowed my cousin's Broadband
I have no prob online-inG n Webcam-inG with Hubby
^^
Miss Him so much
Well
Althou he promise to message me cuz I can't online
But I still prefer online-inG n Webcam-inG with Him

*loves*

This morning We went b'fast with aunt n uncle again
N after that we went to aunt's shop to see if got any baju to buy ^^
Hehe
I've bought a few baju
Aunty say tomorrow the short pant that she've order will be here
So tomorrow go again
Wanna buy more short pants
Wahaha

Will be back in Sibu on Wednesday,26th August

Will upload the photo I snap during this trip when I'm back in Sibu . . .

Our 4th monthsary . . . ♥

2009-08-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
.
.

I
WILL
LOVE
YOU
ALWAYS
.
.
.

-sophiastephanie-

Counting down the days . . . ♥

2009-08-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

Counting Down the days to our 4th monthsary
The day after tomorrow will be our 4th monthsary
Will you remember???
I don't know. . .
Am I the only one who remember???
I really don't know. . .

I
MISS
YOU
SO
MUCH
.
.
.
.
.

Another 13 days

Then I can see you again. . .
I miss your smile
I miss your hugs
I miss the way you hold my hands
I miss your kiss
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
.
.
.
I love you
.
.
.

-sophiastephanie-

13.08.09 Kuching Fest ^^

2009-08-14T01:54:00.004+08:00

T0day I went to Kuching Fest with Jie n G0r
I got my 11th Piercing which I reli reli like
^^

N i bought this
Gingerbread Man
Cute
=P

Me and my gingerbread man and gingerbread woman
Haha

Say hello t0 Mr and Mrs Gingerbread
=P

Mrs Gingerbread de tangan putus j0r =.=

Thats all dear reader
Again Thanks f0r reading
And again
Sorry f0r late update
^^

R.I.P Monster 12.08.09

2009-08-14T01:50:00.004+08:00

Monster died the day bef0re yesterday
12.08.09
N0w only left XiaoXiao
I'm s0rry I didn't take g0od care 0f Monster
I'll be m0re careful this time

F0r you and me~

2009-08-14T01:40:00.002+08:00

Another 7 days will be our 4th monthsary
Sad that I'm not around in Kuching
I LOVE YOU, DarliN~

Ours . . .
I l0ve it when you hold my hands
Don't you just kn0w it?

The ring I mentioned in the previous post
Its f0r protecti0n
thou It lo0k cheap
But
I
L0ve
It
=.=

12.08.09 Day 0ut t0 Tar0t Cafe with SiblinGs . . . ^^

2009-08-14T00:42:00.005+08:00

SiblinGs n I decided t0 have lunch 0ut
S0 lama edi we din went 0ut t0gether like tis
S0 lama din see Mei lia0
Here's a picture 0f my mei
^^
We went t0 Tar0t Cafe f0r Lunch
Here we g0~

On the way t0 Tar0t Cafe
Wat t0 d0
0f c0urse . . .
Camwh0re Camwh0re in Car
^^

L0lx
Camwh0re 2

Haha
Can see Ah G0r behind me
=P

This is the drink I 0rdered
Wanna kn0w the name of the drink
Next Picture

First L0ve
My drink
Nice drink
Bit of blueberrry taste with Ribena

My f0od n Drink
I 0rdered Nasi lemak
Same with Ah Mei

Me and Mei

Ah Mei
Summer Tok Chen Vun
0r you can call her
Ah T0k
or
T0k T0k Bao
or
Xiao De
Hahaha
She g0t s0 many nickname la~
*hearts*
Bii~
Is what I 0wes call her
or Babe . . .
=P

Ah Jie n Ah Mei
*hearts*
<3

>.<
Camwh0re in Tar0t Cafe

Mei drinking her drink
L0lx
Dun knw the name 0f her drink
=P

My drink n Mei's Drink
Mine 0f c0urse is First L0ve
Ah Mei de is S0ur Plum I think
>.<

^^
Ah Jie with her f0od
Rendang

Ah g0r n his f0od
Masak Merah

Jie's f0od
Rendang
She said that its quiet nice

Mine n mei
Same de
*sluRps*

Mei camwh0re in t0ilet while me n g0r play aeroplane chess outside

Jie n Mei Camwh0re
^^

L0lx
Me n G0r playing chess
Guess wh0 win in the end
0f course
ME!!!!!!!
Hehe . . .

After lunch we went t0 a shop near SOHO
F0rg0t h0w t0 spell the name
That shop sell antique
I bought 2 ring
The tauke say its f0r protecti0n s0 I buy 1 f0r DarliN l0~
Hehe . . .
Will sh0w the picture in next p0st . . .

That's all Dear reader . . .
Thanks f0r reading
and
Sorry for late update
^^

08.08.09 Day 0ut t0 Sat0k with Ah G0r n Ah Jie . . .

2009-08-13T23:40:00.008+08:00

08.08.09
Saturday
Me, Jie and G0r went t0 Satok
Since that the haze is getting w0rst n the H1N1 case is quiet serious
S0 we wear mask . . .
Picture above shows me n jie getting ready to g0
Take s0me picture in r0om 1st ma
Hehehe
We g0 by INTI bus which leave at 3pm

Camwh0re 1
In the bus
On out way t0 Sat0k
The weather DAMN HOT

Camwh0re 2
In bus 0so la~
B0ring eh~

Hahaha
Ah jie n Ah g0r
Ah g0r act s0 c0ol
Ah jie with Peace sign
^^

Oppss
Camwh0re 3
T0o b0red ba on the way t0 Sat0k

We had lunch at Pizza Hut
Cuz Jie say she wanna eat sumthing cheesy
Hehehe
Jie 0wes p0se pelik-pelik when I ambik gambar
=.=
Ah g0r hiding behind Ah jie
L0lx . . .

Jie playing with the menu while deciding wat t0 0rder
^^

U knw wat????
Ah Jie alm0st finish the wh0le bottle of cheese =.=

Pizza Hut . . .
S0 empty rite?
There's only us n another 1 couple sitting next t0 us . . .

This is wat I eat l0~

View 0f the wh0ke table after habis makan . . .
=P

After Lunch we went jalan-jalan la~
While jalan-jalan
Guess wat I saw
THIS!!!
Well ya
Its a Hamster
but
ITS SLEEPING WHILE TERGANTUNG
=.=
The tauke say its becuz of the hot weather
L0lx

Here is another Hamster tergantung there while sleeping
=.='''

ARGH~!!!!!!
PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cute eh~
I LOVE Puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S0 s0 s0 s0 Kawaii

SEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
S000000ooooooooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!
ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHEHEHE . . .
Wabbit . . .
Hehehe
Rabbit la~
Cute eh
Small small de
=P

Cactus
Fr0m far it l0oks like a love shape
Then when I take it up n l0ok
D0esn't reli l0ok like 1
Hehe

The tergantung Hamster again
Hehehe

After walking all around Sat0k we wait f0r the bus t0 c0me ar0und 6
But saw that there is a l0ng traffic jam
S0 we g0 t0 the nearer stall n had a l0ok

Ah G0r l0oking at the things at the stall while we're waiting f0r the bus t0 c0me

See???
Traffic Jam
Bus arrive around 6:45
We arrive in INTI at 8
DAMN
Stupid traffic Jam

Yummy~
Darl Darl bought me dinner
Black pepper Chicken Chop with rice fr0m Bombastic Cafe~
L0ve Him S0 much
*Muacks^*

Oh ya~
Me n jie bought this fr0m Sat0k
Black G0ldfish
mine is name "XiaoXiao" which means small small in chinese^^
Jie's name "Monster"
Kawaii eh~

See
I dec0rate their Home
Hehe

That's All Dear Reader
Thanks f0r reading
And
S0rry f0r late Update
^^

McD ^^

2009-08-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Finally ~
After s0 l0ng craving f0r McD
Just n0w Ah Jie ask whether I wan g0 eat McD
S0 I g0 like
"YAO!!!!!!"(meaning YES in chinese)^^
^^
Then
We (Jie,G0r n me) went 0ut t0 McD in t0wn

At last
After all these waiting
I finally get t0 have my Fav
Spicy Chicken McDeluxe!!!
Wahaha~
*SluRps*

^^
ThankS Jie~
ThankS G0r~

After I had my burger
We went t0 Kuching Fest
We walk along all the stall
Alm0st all 0f it is g0ing t0 cl0se edi
Cuz we arrive there ar0und 11+

S0. . .
m0st 0f the stall cl0se edi l0~
We saw 1 stall that is still 0pen
It sell service 0f making spray tatt0o
The tatt00 is spray on to the b0dy which can last f0r at 3-5 days
Interesting~

After that we came bck t0 INTI l0~
N0thing much la~
0 ya . . .

Ah g0r n Ah jie had been having these weird dreams
If I related their dreams t0gether it can actually f0rm a st0ry
But its about s0mething bad
S0 i think i will not write it 0ut
but
I d0 h0pe th0se dreams will n0t c0me true
I l0ve b0th 0f them
They r my cl0sest friend f0r n0w
N they are my Ah G0r n Ah Jie

Jie,G0r~
.
.
.
.
.

I
L0ve
You
Guys
.
.
.
.
.

That's all f0r t0day
Nite Nite . . .
*yAwN*
=.=

L0ts Of L0VeS~
-s0phiastephanie-
DearDear

A st0ry 0f a 0range . . .!!! Nice~

2009-08-04T02:18:00.004+08:00

Nice Vide0 . . .
Creative . . .
H0pe U ppl will like it . . .
^^

My 9th n 10th Piercing . . . ^^

2009-08-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

Today
I went out with Jie n Gor
At 1st this is wat i plan to wear

End up wearing this tee instead
At 1st we plan t0 g0 t0 McD f0r lunch
But end up having lunch at After 3
Cuz McD was full and Jie need t0 be bck by 4pm
S0 we went t0 After 3

Ah g0r ,Ah jie , n Me of course . . .

After having lunch we went t0 Parks0n
T0 get my 9th n 10th piercing
l0lx
I'm l0ving it
Muahahaha~

1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Ya
7 on this side
3 on the 0ther side
Hehe . . .
In t0tal is 10 . . .
Wahaha~

Upl0aded the wr0ng pic
Nvm la~
Same side 0f my ears which I g0t 2 new piercings t0day~
Hehehe . . .
Can U tell which 2 is new???

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

I
L0ve
My
Life
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

T0 wh0m it may c0ncern . . .

2009-08-02T11:24:00.003+08:00

T0 every INTIMA Student
To All wh0 w0rk hard f0r INTI Charity Night 2009

I'm SORRY . . . ! ! !
For tearing the Charity Night Ticket . . . .
Sorry . . . .

Ab0ut EX-Gf . . .!!!

2009-08-02T02:10:00.004+08:00

Girls
Wat w0uld you think when ur bf says something about their ex???

Boys
Wat r u thinking bout when u talk bout ur ex t0 ur current gf???

Me,Personally
DISLIKE!!!!!
When my bf talk bout his Ex-gf
Although for you it might be nothing
For me
As ur current gf
I feel hurt DEEP inside my heart
When you can just simply relate something with HER!!!
Which
I HATE!!!!!

"My ex my ex"
What if I kept on saying bout my ex
What will you feel?

This is not about trust
I do trust you
But
Its bout the feeling I have inside when I heard u saying
"My Ex"
The feelings I have inside
Which is cannot be described by words

It feels like Ur wh0le heart is taken by her
Deep inside you is still her not me!
Thats what hurt most
I dun wanna single w0rd bout Ur Ex
I dun wanna knw anything bout HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dun F*cking care wat u guys did bef0re
I dun F*cking care what she did bef0re
And dun wan you to think bout the PAST!!!!!!!!!!

Just pls . . .
Dun hurt me ever again . . .
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE ABOUT UR EX!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF IT ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: I reli dun like it when U talk bout ur Ex

My SPECIAL N.O 088 Charity Night Ticket =.=

2009-08-02T00:15:00.005+08:00

Tonight(Saturday night) is suppose t0 be m0vie night with Darl
But then its Charity night s0 I din g0 0ut with DarliN
When I was on my way to Mary Yek hall
I saw DarliN
He was suppose t0 be at the church 0r s0mewhere 0ut with his fren
But then
HE IS HERE IN INTI!!!!!
Wat a surprise!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya
A BIG SURPRISE
He acc0mpany me 2 g0 up t0 Mary Yek hall
I t0t he's g0nna leave s0on
Ya, I din wanna let him g0
0f c0urse la
He din leave then
Later he say g0 f0r dinner at 101
Then 0f c0urse I was 0k with that
But I say I have t0 give the ticket t0 ah g0r 1st
S0 we wait

Everything g0es fine

UNTIL . . .

He makes a call t0 his fren then his fren calls bck
0k
I dun reli remember wat happen
Then he say he HAVE TO GO FIRST!!!!
I was TOTALLY FRUSTRATED!!!!

=.=
Duh...!!!!!!
U knw I dun like last minute changes!!!!!!!
He say g0 dinner
Then n0w Wan g0 lia0...
S0 wat am I
(This is wat I feel bef0re I heard his explainati0n. Well.Every time he can just explain s0meh0w n make me feel like I did s0mething wr0ng.0r maybe I did =.=)

He started asking
"U 0k 0r n0t"
(WAT ELSE CAN I SAY??? I'm not 0K???)
0f c0urse I g0 like
"*nodding my head* Ya I'm FINE!!!!"
Then I walked away heading t0 my h0stel
(Obvi0usly!!!! I'm N0T OK!!!)

Guess WAT????

HE DROVE OFF!!!
F*CK!!!!

S0rry DarliN . . .
I was reli FRUSTRATED tat time
S0 I tear my Charity Night Ticket
(There g0es my 088 Charity Night Ticket.S0me 0f u may think its just a ticket.Ya,It is.But its number 88.S0 wat s0 special bout it? 0k, Let me explain.My DarliN is 21 years 0ld.He's b0rn in year 1988.N0w you get it????)
Then I ran up t0 my r0om,cry,call him,he explained . . .
Bla Bla Bla . . .

Then after 0k with everything
We walk t0 101 n had dinner there
After that we end up watching Alvin n the chipmunks at the 0pen air
=.=

Well at least things turn 0ut t0 be 0k at the end
Maybe is n0t s big deal f0r him
But f0r me
It is!!!

All I wan is U t0 sh0w that U care
Try understand h0w I feel every time I wallk away turning back seeing you walking away t0o
W0n't U at least St0p me fr0m walking away????????
Or lt least try explaining while U try stopping me????
I dun knw why...
Every time we quarrel
End up t0 be me walking t0 you
N0t you wh0 c0me walking t0 me saying nice thing 0r wad s0 ever
All I need is you
I dun wan time t0 c0ol d0wn
I wan ur caring
I wan u t0 sh0w that u care
Maybe u knw h0w I feel
But i dun like the way you do like
Giving me time to c0ol d0wn when I'm angry
I wan you to show that you care
Not every time when I walk away you walk away TOO!!!

=.=
Haiz~
I dun knw h0w U feel when U read this
Maybe angry
But DarliN
THIS IS HOW I FEEL . . .!!!
DID YOU NOTICE?????????

P/S: DarliN,Again, Sorry for acting childish,hot tempered,unconsiderable . . .

P/P/S:I L0VE YOU , CARSTANCE KUEH BOON HUAT . . . !!!!

女孩和男孩的故事 ^^

2009-08-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

女孩十八岁，男孩二十一岁

女孩刚上大学

从网路认识了男孩

男孩是女孩的学长

从在网路聊天到简讯聊天

漫漫的男孩与女孩开始通电

女孩很悲观

男孩很乐观

女孩常常说没人爱她

男孩常常告诉女孩说身边很多爱她的人

女孩常常和男友吵架

男孩常常安慰女孩

因为女孩的感情的问题让女孩和男孩变成了无话不谈的好朋友

有一天

女孩想哭

男孩就突然来到学校找女孩

女孩感动落泪

男孩想尽办法逗女孩笑

女孩开始喜欢男孩却又不敢告诉男孩

女孩开始跟男孩见面

常常到学校图书馆读书

女孩陪着男孩

单纯的只是想陪男孩

一天一天的过

男孩也只是让女孩陪着他读书

有时男孩会握着女孩的手在图书馆里小睡一下

女孩开始时只是觉得是很好的朋友所以没什么

一天一天的过

女孩越来越乱

不清楚自己和男孩的关系

因为大考的关系女孩就没去追究

考完大考后

女孩回家乡

回到了家乡

男孩还是天天和女孩联络

就因为距离让女孩明白她对男孩的爱

也因为这距离让男孩发现他对女孩的爱

就这样男孩对女孩告白而女孩也接受了男孩的告白

四月二十一日

女孩与男孩开始了他们的爱情路程